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I don’t feel like I’ll ever feel something crazy and passionate towards someone else. Why?

Because I’m still tied to someone else and for the life of me I can’t figure out how the hell to untie it.

Especially when that person wants nothing to do with me, can’t even hold a conversation with me for longer than 5 minutes.

I fucking hate this, I don’t want to feel like this anymore. He’s walked away, why the hell can’t i? He gets all the detachment and I get what? Stupid, silly girl. I know. I wish I could get far away enough from here so it feels like I dreamt it all and not feel the sting 8 months later.

It takes time I know blah blah blah but seriously, how much time because this is pathetic.

Forever hoping for a miracle or a happy ending. Forever with my head in the clouds, dreaming of the impossible.

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